Category: Following One’s Passion

  • Tawny Owl with Egg (floral map)

    Tawny Owl with Egg (floral map)

    (Very low resolution for copyright reasons)

    Title: โ€œTawny Owl with Egg (floral map)โ€
    Artist: Michael Autumn
    Medium: Hand-drawing with digital gouache
    Giclรฉe archival print on fine 100% cotton canvas (matt)
    Hahnemรผhle Art Canvas Smooth 370gsm + Hahnemรผhle UV protection matt varnish
    Size: 36″ (W) x 50.9″ (H), canvas stretcher 38″ (W) x 53″ (H)
    Edition: Limited Edition of 101
    Authenticity: Hand-signed (front, bottom, far right on white canvas border) with graphite pencil (varnished over with same UV-protective matt varnish as whole) and titled (front, bottom, centre on white canvas border)
    Date: 03/2024

    Just to give an idea of the size the artwork…

    TL;DR

    This artwork is an homage to visual perception โ€“ itโ€™s about how we detect meaning from the millions of individually coloured photons entering our eyes โ€“ and how I, as an artist, can trick you into seeing what I want you to see.

    Tawny Owl with Egg (floral map) is the simple colouring-in (albeit very carefully selected and juxtaposed colours) of a flat line drawing I did previously of this art puzzle design (see the photo of that artwork below and this post: Tawny Owl with Egg (Art Puzzle)).

    Tawny Owl with Egg (Art Puzzle)

    I used this technique to regularly check for line breaks (where there shouldnโ€™t be any), and to get a better view of the shapes of the individual pieces I was designing โ€“ amid a sprawling mesh of simple black thin lines on a white background. This got me to thinking about the difference between the dumb mechanical process of colouring a shape (of a flood fill) and true animal (human) understandingโ€ฆ

    Detail showing a geographical reference…

    Detail #2

    This is (obviously!) part of my floral map series. See Guillemot with Egg (floral map) for details.

  • Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) (You Are What You Eat) – laminated

    Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) (You Are What You Eat) – laminated

    Title: โ€œLong-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) (You Are What You Eat)โ€ – laminated
    Artist: Michael Autumn
    Life-sized part-handmade, part laser-cut & engraved, two-sided, laminated plywood art puzzle (Limited Edition of 11)

    Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) – Laminated: Full image – front

    Size: 20cm (W) x 30cm (H) x 4cm (depth) @ 0.65kg weight
    Medium: 7 laminated layers of 6mm AB/AB Italian Panguaneta Poplar plywood + acrylic eyes.
    Date: 2023
    Rear of the laminated version

    Long-eared Owl – Laminated

    This is a partly hand-cut and finished, partly laser-cut & engraved, two-sided, laminated plywood version of my original solid oak, hand-cut & engraved version of “Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) (You Are What You Eat)” (see https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2023/05/03/long-eared-owl-art-puzzle-you-are-what-you-eat/).

    This is the culmination of three years of trying to find an engineering solution to making the incredibly intricate thick oak art puzzles I used to very laboriously (and painstakingly!) cut by hand using an electronic scroll (fret) saw. I tried waterjet cutting (that blasts away intricate areas and requires continuous cuts – totally wrong!). I bought and tried CNC routing (for about six months) with the smallest router bits available – but the bits that had the required diameter (1/32″) kept breaking and couldn’t reliably cut the depth required. And it require cutting at such small depths at each pass that even if the router bits didn’t keep breaking (and the whole job having to be restarted!) then it would have taken literally weeks to complete a single design!

    The problem with conventional laser cutting (which I spent the best part of a year trying – with three different bought lasers) is that the deeper the material is, the more power is required – and therefore the wider the laser beam is. This results in an unacceptably wide kerf – gap between cuts. The kerf (gap) I managed by scroll-sawing – was about 0.7mm – which is the minimum I can accept. A laser that can cut through 42mm of plywood would ordinarily have a kerf of well over 1mm. So that is out of the question.

    I pondered this dilemma for months, and tried various ideas – none of which worked. Eventually I can up with the idea of not trying to cut such thick material all at once – but to cut it much more finely in several thin layers – and then bond them together. This has (had) a number of issues and challenges in and of itself, however, I’m extremely please and relieved that I worked out solutions to the problems. And when I first produced the first fully acceptable complete version I was on cloud nine for several days…!

    Suffice to say that the part hand-, part laser-, cut laminated version of my Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle), is far more accurate, better fitting, and more reproducible – without causing RSI/hand arthritis! Having said all that, it takes about the same amount of time in total as hand-cutting(!) – about a week for each edition – because of all the part-laser cutting of multiple layers, doing the rear design – and quite a lot hand-finishing. But at least if is much less of a strain on my hands – and infinitely less daunting…!

    “Art Puzzle” series

    At the risk of stating the obvious, this work is part of my Art Puzzle series. For readers interested, further details can be found at the originating work’s post @ https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2020/03/01/guillemot-with-egg-art-puzzle/

    Finished photos & videos

    Promo Animation
    Disassembling
    Comparing the completely hand-made, solid oak, version – with the part hand, part lasered, laminated, version

  • Long-eared Owl with Oak Foliage (Art Puzzle)

    Long-eared Owl with Oak Foliage (Art Puzzle)

    Title: โ€œLong-eared Owl with Oak Foliage (Art Puzzle)โ€

    Artist: Michael Autumn

    The complete framed art jigsaw puzzle with some pieces set to the side - to highlight that this is a jigsaw puzzle as well as being a detailed drawing piece of art.

    Available to purchase on Etsy

    Medium: Hand-drawing – laser cut & engraved premium 3mm AB/AB Italian Panguaneta Poplar plywood
    Size: 48cm (H) x 38cm (W) (including the frame)
    Date: 2023
    Country: UK

    Description: The idea behind this artwork was to have a tactile, life-sized, long-eared owl, and to toy with the idea โ€“ โ€œYou are what you eatโ€. Long-eared owls are ferocious predators (as are all owls) โ€“ and will basically eat anything that moves that is smaller than them. They often swallow their prey whole, and regurgitate a large pellet of the undigestible parts โ€“ such as bones, teeth, hair, feathers. Indeed, examining their pellets is how ornithologists know so much about what they eat.

    This is a very high (in the case of the unlimited edition), and extremely high (in the case of the limited edition), quality laser-cut โ€œartโ€ jigsaw puzzle – directly cut (and scored) from an original digital hand-drawing. The design is a specially modified drawing of his original hand-cut thick solid oak artwork entitled โ€œLong-eared Owl (Jigsaw Puzzle) (You are what you eat)โ€ (2022) (see https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2023/05/03/long-eared-owl-jigsaw-puzzle-you-are-what-you-eat/ and https://youtu.be/jWsK6TFEevk).

    Jigsaw Puzzle?

    This is not a jigsaw puzzle in the conventional sense of the word: it is not simply a print stuck on card or wood – and cut into puzzle pieces โ€“ where the jigsaw puzzle was never envisioned by the artist (or photographer). Most jigsaw puzzles are a commercial after-design afterthought. However, this artwork was designed from the outset, and from the ground up, as a jigsaw puzzle. This is an artwork where every single line drawn was specifically designed to be cut as interlocking puzzle pieces. This is not a cut-up picture โ€“ there are only completely intentional cuts/joints – to make a work of art.

    The โ€œartโ€ side of this artwork is where I have designed the owl to show that it is literally made of many of the wide variety of creatures that it eats. I used the simple jigsaw-puzzle you-are-what-you-eat metaphor to illustrate this puzzling (pun intended!) transformation of lots of small animals making up an owl. My hope is that interacting with art like this will make you think more about the message in it than if it was a normal drawing or paintingโ€ฆ

    This is a line drawing โ€“ where the strong lines are cut through the wood (to form the jigsaw puzzle pieces), and the weaker lines are scored and engraved on to the surface of the wood (to add extra detail) โ€“ by the use of a very high quality laser.

    This laser-cut artwork has considerable extra detail compared to the aforementioned artwork, and has a rich oak foliage background โ€“ to take full advantage of the extra cutting and scoring precision achievable with a very high quality laser โ€“ compared to hand-cutting and scoring. Also I wanted to produce much more affordable art โ€“ compared to my very laborious (and strenuous!), hand-cut, hand-finished, original artworks.

    Laser-cut

    This is not ordinary laser cutting: this is laser-cutting pushed to its limits. The usual flaws of laser cutting – scorching, burn marks, unsharp, brittle and crumbling edges, poor detail โ€“ might be acceptable to most people, but wasnโ€™t acceptable to me โ€“ a self-confessed perfectionist with OCD! So over several months I exhaustedly researched the problems, tried various solutions, found some to be too labour intensive, thought outside the box, made a special tool, and eventually came up with a workflow of pre-, and post-, production, specially selected materials, and using special techniques. Now Iโ€™m very happy with the results: near perfection and consistency โ€“ I think itโ€™s the best you are likely to see – or feelโ€ฆ

    Editions: Available in both limited and unlimited editions (see respectively named sections below).

    Material: finest quality 3mm hardwood plywood

    • sustainably produced wood
    • specially treated (protected against frequent handling, moisture, water spills, saliva, dirt)
      • non-cracking, non-peeling, non-flaking
      • (the limited edition has a higher specification โ€“ see โ€œLimited Editionโ€ section below)

    Number of pieces in puzzle: 156

    Jigsaw puzzle size: 297mm (H) x 210mm (W)

    Size with extended mat (for unlimited editions): 400mm (H) x 300mm (W)

    Custom Frame size (available for unlimited editions): 480mm (H) x 380mm (W) x 47mm (D)

    N.B. Not suitable for young children due to the very small size of some of the pieces (the smallest are approximately 10mm x 5mm), however, the varnish meets child safety standards (EN 71.3).

    Limited Edition

    Details of the edition are hand-written by the artist in pencil on the special mat below the artwork in the following form :-

    Edition number (left), title of artwork & year (middle), signature (right).

    Edition Size: 101

    Edition numbering format: #[space][edition number]/[edition size] โ€“ e.g. โ€œ# 23/101โ€ (the โ€œ#โ€ is to prevent any additional digits being added to the left).

    While made from the same wood, the limited edition differ from the unlimited edition in the following important ways :-

    Comparing pieces from unlimited (left) and limited (right)
    • Are lighter in colour (with staining) so that the design stands out more clearly.
    • The wood is specially treated for maximum UV protection, to minimise colour change, and to virtually eliminate yellowing, darkening, and radiation damage that normally occurs in unprotected wood after many years.
    • Are cut with a much finer laser to virtually eliminate the gap between pieces and to give even tighter joints than the unlimited edition. The laser cutting takes three times longer than normal โ€“ taking over three hours for each artwork.
    • They come with the outer perimeter wood (known as the โ€œmatโ€) from which they were cut โ€“ with the design bleeding 2mm into it – making a natural-looking border. The mat is intended to be framed, and it provides space for the all-important hand-written edition number, the work title, the year, and the artistโ€™s signature.
    • Available with the optional special bespoke museum-grade archival frame. Not everyone is concerned about protecting their investment and their art staying in excellent condition for hundreds of years – or they possibly are, but donโ€™t want to spend the extra money on this – which is why the special framing offered is optional. The limited edition art jigsaw puzzle can be purchased unframed (it still comes with the aforementioned mat).

      The frame has been specially designed and made by me. I am an experienced framer (and general carpenter/joiner), but I donโ€™t relish framing! I only make special frames because unfortunately some of the types of frames I want canโ€™t be made by most professional framers โ€“ they can need special joints, special and very exacting moulding, interlocking double frames with very precise features.

      Most art is only for show – it is not meant to be touched at all – and is shielded behind a completely sealed frame and/or covered in layers of varnish. The custom frame made for this artwork is very special because I wanted the ability for the artwork to be hung on the wall โ€“ with all the pieces remaining in place(!) โ€“ whilst also being easily opened – so that the jigsaw puzzle can actually be solved as often as desired. How to achieve this, whilst at the same time providing the maximum level of protection so that the artwork lasts hundreds of yearsโ€ฆ? The answer was to make a two- part museum-grade frame – where one part fits snugly inside the other. The front (outer) part has the highest quality, clearest, anti-reflective, museum glass – that virtually eliminates all harmful UV radiation and naturally protects the artwork from dirt, dust, etc. The back (inner) part holds the mat of the artwork jigsaw puzzle completely flat to a museum-grade, acid-neutral, non-VOC, non-staining, 100% cotton rag mount board – which in turn is mounted on a very thick, very rigid, acid-free, non-VOC, non-staining, backing board – all using museum-grade adhesives, hinges, and tapes. The front (outer) frame is made from a customised precision moulding – because the required specifications are such that it is not available off-the-shelf.

      The end result is a fabulous frame โ€œsandwichโ€ that can be put on the wall – like normal framed artwork โ€“ and can be taken down any time so you can attempt to solve it. The front part can easily be lifted off (by sliding open the clasps at the back), and the jigsaw puzzle pieces can be tipped out โ€“ ready to be solved. Afterwards, the front can be replaced, the clasps at the back closed, and the whole frame can be hung back on the wall.

      This frame design is museum grade in all but one inevitable respect: it is designed to be opened – and is therefore not completely and permanently sealed. This is a very minor concession – that is obviously required for the ability to solve the jigsaw puzzle as often as required. However, obviously it can very easily be sealed at the back (preferably with readily available archival backing tape) if required โ€“ needing no special tools or skill. When sealed at the back like this, it would be 100% museum grade. But even without being sealed, it is 99% museum grade โ€“ and should last in pristine condition for hundreds of years.

    Unlimited Edition

    The unlimited edition is a very high quality laser-cut wooden product – probably the highest quality wooden jigsaw puzzle available anywhere – as of 2023 (apart from the limited edition version of course). These are not mass-produced: they are individually produced on a very fine laser – taking over an hour each – and the post-production is individually inspected and counted to guarantee quality control. The unlimited edition is not available framed.


  • Resuming My Art Journey…

    Itโ€™s been a really long journey, I got lost in the blackest wilderness for a very long time, but I’m finally back on the right track โ€“ heading in my chosen direction… Art is not something where you can say youโ€™ve achieved your goal: itโ€™s the exploratory journey that is the pleasure and ambition. Yes, we may enjoy some wonderful sights and places along the way, but there is no particular destination…

    When I left university – after failing in my academic ambitions (principally due to a complete change in interests from economics to philosophy and psychology โ€“ but not being allowed to change course) – I tried to make a living from my life-long creative passion โ€“ art. But I had no capital or support, and prostituted myself – doing mundane commissions and speculative commercial work – for a full year. I decided this extremely insecure, hand-to-mouth, existence, was no life for me, and I promised myself I would never financially rely on art again โ€“ or prostitute my art again โ€“ instead I would focus on doing the kind of art I wanted to do โ€“ for myself (in the first instance)โ€ฆ

    After the brief encounter with โ€œprofessional artโ€ I stumbled into computing (IT) โ€“ something that came very naturally to me (I got engrossed with programming at university), and I thrived on it. In a very real sense computer programming is the complete opposite to art: programming is mostly convergent and objective thinking to solve very specific, precise, objective, mathematical and logical problems โ€“ using nothing but a Qwerty keyboard and VDU – and producing computer code โ€“ but it has no direct permanent artifacts. Whereas art is mostly divergent and subjective thinking โ€“ and a lot of manual dexterity and very skilled manipulation of physical materials โ€“ and is not trying to solve any problems at all โ€“ it is most often purely for beautyโ€™s sake. And an artifact is always the end result.

    During a long career in IT, I continued art (and photography โ€“ once I could afford it) on my own termsโ€ฆ (In the early years I took out – what was for me – a huge loan to buy professional photographic equipment – that cost about a yearโ€™s average salary.) I started entirely with analogue art and photographic equipment, and later evolved with the digital revolutions in both. My IT background helped considerably in this regard, and I was able to do more and more exciting things โ€“making creative use of the extensive opportunities digital technology offeredโ€ฆ

    Eighteen years ago (at the time of writing this) I got married, and my wife and I bought a house together – with the main ambition being to develop our art interests and to start earning money from it (on own terms). I built a large studio (from a large barn), a workshop, a framing workshop, and a digital office. I converted a van for the safe transport of large framed glazed artworks. I was able to produce digital art to museum archival standards, and submitted work to the Royal Academy Summer Exhibitions โ€“ and sold some limited edition work at a good price. Things started to look up.

    But no sooner had I started to get established, and it all collapsed due to a most heinous, psychopathic, sociopathic, attack by my insecure, irrationally and intensely jealous, (ex-)wifeโ€ฆ The art-making complex I created, all my artworks, every photograph I have ever taken, every print I have ever made – over decades โ€“ have all gone. But that was as nothing compared to the unfathomable pain of not seeing the children, feeling their pain and confusion of not seeing me; a catastrophic breakdown, the utter terror, despair, hopelessness, blackness, I suffered โ€“ and suffer still to this day โ€“ thirteen years onโ€ฆ Indeed, if it were not for my son โ€“ and wanting him to learn the truth of what happened to him (and me) some day (when he becomes an adult?) – I would not be here nowโ€ฆ

    Some very intelligent women psychopaths (like Cleopatra and Livia Drusilla โ€“ and my ex), being physically weaker, are sociopaths as well โ€“ and often resort to coldly and completely selfishly manipulating others to achieve their nefarious ends โ€“ completely oblivious to the harm and pain they inflict along the way. This can magnify their powers enormously. Indeed, I would go so far as to suggest that such women are invariably very intelligent because they have to be to โ€“ to pull the wool over so many peopleโ€™s eyes โ€“ often for yearsโ€ฆ They lead a web of lies and deceit that has to be very convincingly and consistently acted out โ€“ and so they have to be great actresses as wellโ€ฆ

    Years of depression and PTSD followed (I will never be the person I was, but I struggle on), with no creative output whatsoever for years. Most men suffer trauma like this on their own. For me, talking about it only made me feel worse. So-called โ€œprofessionalsโ€โ€“ whoโ€™ve probably never dealt with such cases before โ€“ asking naรฏve questions – is no help whatsoever. They are of the simple-mindedness of thinking that talking about pain helps โ€“ when in fact it doesnโ€™t: it makes you feel worse. Re-living trauma is not any help for traumaโ€ฆ!

    I could have produced some of the most melancholic and distressing art imaginable, but I hate depressive and dark art, and I chose not to inflict that on the worldโ€ฆ Art for me always has been, and always will be, something positive and beautiful โ€“ something to bring light and joy into peopleโ€™s lives, and preferably thought-provokingโ€ฆ

    I look back now on those darkest years and wonder where the time went. I frequently see TV programmes, films, music, and sport from this period – but donโ€™t remember anything about them โ€“ as if they happened before I was born – or I was in a coma all that time. For example, I recently (this late summer 2023) saw cricket documentaries about England winning the Ashes in 2015 and the world cup in 2019. I am a very keen follower of cricket (and played a huge amount in my youth: played for four different teams each week, and captained the school team), but I have absolutely no recollection of either of these momentous achievementsโ€ฆ!

    Such trauma, as I have suffered, either kills you โ€“ or you very slowly learn to live with it and slowly turn you attention to other things. Very slowly the blackness gives way to light. Very gradually the light started to come back into my life. IT has been good to me (and hopefully I to it), and it has many synergies in art and photography that I have been keen to explore. Among other things, IT has given me the financial opportunity to re-assess my life and prioritise what is important to me. Art is important to me, but I donโ€™t want to be financially dependent on it. So in late 2021 (and largely due to melancholia) I decided to liquidate my assets, downsize, and find a suitable home in Scotland – with good art workshop/studio potential, close to the mountains, sea, and rivers (which I love) โ€“ and concentrate on artโ€ฆ Yes, Iโ€™d like to get my art โ€œout thereโ€, and sell non-originals โ€“ but I donโ€™t want to be financially dependent on itโ€ฆ

    Iโ€™m finally getting back unto my stride. Iโ€™ve built a reasonably sized workshop and studio (adapted from an empty outbuilding) and fully equipped it. Iโ€™ve had the budget to buy and try just about everything Iโ€™ve wanted, and have fully resumed my art journey. This time I have seen to it that there will be no disruptionsโ€ฆ

  • Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) (You Are What You Eat)

    Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) (You Are What You Eat)

    Title: โ€œLong-eared Owl (Art Puzzle) (You Are What You Eat)โ€
    Artist: Michael Autumn
    Life-sized handmade solid oak jigsaw puzzle (Limited Edition of 7)

    Long-eared Owl (Art Puzzle): Full image
    Size: 20cm (W) x 30cm (H) x 4cm (depth) @ 1.5kg weight
    Medium: Solid European Oak, hand-cut, hand-engraved, hand-carved, art puzzle + acrylic eyes.
    Date: 2022

    Long-eared Owl

    The story behind this art piece was to have a free-standing, tactile, life-sized long-eared owl, and to toy with the idea – “You are what you eat“. These birds are ferocious predators (as are all owls) – and will basically eat anything that moves that is smaller than them. They often swallow their prey whole, and regurgitate a large pellet of the undigestible parts – such as bones, teeth, hair, feathers. Indeed, examining their pellets is how ornithologists know so much about what they eat.

    I often think about predator-prey relationships – perhaps being a veggie has something to do with this… All animals have to get their energy and material they are made of by consuming specific things – protiens, carbohydrates, and fats. Herbivores obviously get this material directly and indirectly from plants – which is often widely available (they don’t usually eat fats directly, but make them from carbohydrates). However, they usually have to eat a lot of plant material in relation to their size because it is a low concentrated source of food – requiring long, slow, complex digestion. Predators usually don’t eat plants – instead they prefer much more concentrated and complex food in the form of other animals.

    I have designed the owl to show that it is literally made of many of the wide variety of creatures that it eats. From the moment of conception – where it starts as a single egg – it literally takes parts of smaller animals – and its amazing body chemistry converts them into material to make (and maintain) it’s growing body โ€“ and energy. I used the simple jigsaw-puzzle you-are-what-you-eat metaphor to illustrate this puzzling (pun intended!) transformation of lots of small animals making up an owl.

    Owls typically eat 2-4 mice-sized animals per day – so about a thousand a year. Without owls, goodness know how many mice, moles, voles, rats, small birds, newts, etc. there would be…!

    (I have to confess this was originally intended to be a tawny owl! I haven’t been lucky enough to actually see a wild long-eared owl, and as I got a long way into designing this piece I felt it would look better with ears – and, of course, a tawny owl doesn’t have visible “ears“… So I thought, okay, I’ll change it to a long-eared owl – they have great “ears” (well they look like ears, but they’re actually not – they’re just tufts of feathers!). The two species are quite similar in many respects – so the change was easy!)

    “Art Puzzle” series

    At the risk of stating the obvious, this work is part of my Art Puzzle series. For readers interested, further details can be found at the originating work’s post @ https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2020/03/01/guillemot-with-egg-art-puzzle/

    “Limited Edition” of 7

    The phrase limited edition in this case is a bit of a misnomer. These are all individually handmade by me from my original design. I really wish there was, but there is no mechanical or chemical process I know of by which these can be reproduced – like screen printing, lithographs, card puzzles (using a die and jigsaw press), etc. (for more details please see the aforementioned post).

    Working photos

    Finished photos

  • Tawny Owl with Egg (Art Puzzle)

    Tawny Owl with Egg (Art Puzzle)

    Title: โ€œTawny Owl with Egg (Art Puzzle)โ€

    Life-sized handmade solid oak art puzzle (Limited Edition of 7)

    Tawny Owl with Egg (Art Puzzle): Full image
    Size: 50cm (W) x 82cm (H) x 8cm (depth) @ 20kg weight
    Medium: A single piece of waney-edged European Oak, hand-cut, hand-engraved, art puzzle
    with inset full-size replica tawny owl egg and acrylic eyes.
    Date: 2023

    First and foremost I want to mention that the eggs used in my work are not real – for obvious ethical reasons (it is also illegal to take wild birds eggs). They are life-size replicas made of a plaster resin composite and hand-painted – not by me, but by a very reputable leading replica birds eggs maker.

    Tawny Owl

    Following on from Guillemot with Egg (Jigsaw Puzzle) (see https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2020/03/01/guillemot-with-egg-art-puzzle/), I thought I would pay homage to another favourite bird of mine – the Tawny Owl (Strix aluco). These, like all owls, are very mysterious – especially the noctornal ones (which tawnies are) – because they do things the opposite to us: they sleep/rest during the daylight, and come out – and hunt – at night. They are supremely designed and adapted to this lifestyle: they have excellent hearing and eyesight, they fly almost silently, and their hunting strategy is to hunt in the darkness – when other small nocturnal animals think it’s safe to come out…!

    Mice, voles, shrews, moles – in fact any small rodent up to the size of a rat – are largely nocternal to avoid daylight predators – like kestrels, buzzards, merlin, sparrowhawks. But while rummaging for food and going about their normal lives – in what they think is the relative safety of darkness – a tawny owl – alerted to their presence by their quiet, but inevitable, sounds – can swoop undetected near to the unwitting little creatures. From close by the tawny can watch their prey’s every move – until they decide to pounce, crush and puncture them with their razor-sharp tallons – and then invariably swallow them whole…

    Little birds could be roosting or sleeping in trees or bushes, but if they make any sounds in their sleep – even just quietly snooring or sleep-calling/singing – they are easy game for these owlsโ€ฆ Frogs, toads, newts – in fact any small reptile – making any kind of sound at night – are likely to court the deadly attention of a tawny owl. Even fish splashing about at the water’s surface, or in the shallows, are fair game for these owls…

    Suffice to say that if it is small and it makes a noise, it is on the menu…! So I thought I would play with this idea and illustrate as many of the small creatures tawny owls eat – as jumbled up jigsaw pieces surrounding the main protagonist. The whole design slightly resembles a huge regurgitated pellet of the tawny owl, and the small prey animals are all jumbled up – like fragments in a pellet.

    I like art in the form of a jigsaw puzzle because it is interactive, and by careful design of the shapes and carving on the pieces, I can get the puzzle-solver to look at, and think very carefully about, them – in a way that is simply not possible with non-interactive art. Indeed, someone could look at a piece of art like this and not even notice the small creatures surrounding the main owl – let alone have any understanding why they are there – and why these particular animals. However, trying to solve a puzzle like this is a very different matter – they will definitely think more about what it is they are looking at…!

    I have deliberately made the jigsaw puzzle very subtle because Nature is very subtle. These creatures are very difficult to see because of their camouflage and because they mainly come out at night – and it is precisely because they are so difficult to see that the owls rely on the noise they make to home in on them… The puzzle metaphor lets me toy with the idea that these small creatures think they are invisible – or out of harm’s way – but to a tawny owl, in the dead calm of night, their sounds makes them highly visible…

    Owls typically eat 2-4 mice-sized animals per day – so about a thousand a year. Without owls, goodness know how many mice, moles, voles, rats, small birds, newts, etc. there would be…! If all the creatures a tawny own ate over the course of its lifetime were put into a 30cm diameter (about the width of this jigsaw puzzle) very tall clear tube – I wonder how high the pile of eaten animals would be…

    Close-up of the life-sized tawny owl with replica egg

    Some of the art puzzle pieces laid out

    “Art Puzzle” series

    At the risk of stating the obvious, this work is part of my Art Puzzle series. For readers interested, further details can be found at the originating work’s post @ https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2020/03/01/guillemot-with-egg-art-puzzle/

    “Limited Edition” of 7

    The phrase limited edition in this case is a bit of a misnomer. These are all individually handmade by me from my original design. I really wish there was, but there is no mechanical or chemical process I know of by which these can be reproduced – like screen printing, lithographs, card puzzles (using a die and jigsaw press), etc. (for more details please see the aforementioned post).


    Working-on photos


    Finished photos

  • Oak Tree (Art Puzzle)

    Oak Tree (Art Puzzle)

    Title: โ€œOak Tree (Art Puzzle)โ€
    Medium: Hand-drawn, hand-cut and engraved solid European Oak art puzzle (Limited Edition of 7).
    Size: 60cm (H) x 61cm (W) x 4.4cm (depth) @ 11.8kg weight
    Date: 2022

    It started out as a clock!

    I canโ€™t remember why, but this started out as a design for a clock! But after a short while I decided I should make a clock jigsaw puzzle and an oak tree jigsaw puzzle โ€“ as completely separate works.

    My Favourite Tree

    The oak (English Oak – Quercus robur) – is probably my favourite English tree, and Iโ€™ve wanted for many years to pay homage to them. Iโ€™ve travelled quite a bit over the UK, and often it has been to get somewhere lovely by sunrise โ€“ or close to it โ€“ and often Iโ€™ve driven home at sundown โ€“ because I donโ€™t particularly like driving in the dark (for the simple reason I canโ€™t see anything). So I have seen a lot of sun rises and sunsets (sometimes both in the same day) โ€“ and the visions that stand out most in my memory are oak trees with the sun rising or setting behind them. Many an oak I have seen with blood red skies, blazing yellow and orange skies, gloomy slate skies, fresh cold blue skies, stiflingly hot blue skies.

    A great irony of the massive plunder we have done of the natural oak forests in the UK is that the very few trees that remain really stand out alone in the landscape. Often you will see a solitary great oak forming part of a hedge, or standing proud in the middle of a field. And so we can probably see and appreciate them much better now than if we were to go back a thousand years or more โ€“ when the country was blanketed in them โ€“ and you literally couldnโ€™t see the tree for the forests.

    I particularly like to see oak trees in winter โ€“ when you can see their gnarly cauliflower-shaped fractal trunks, branches, and twigs โ€“ and the great silhouettes formed by the trees and the ubiquitous chocking parasitic ivy.

    How to capture the essence of an Oak Tree?

    A 2D photograph doesnโ€™t do an oak tree justice because there is so much to them. But as a starting point, what better way to depict an oak tree than by carving an oak tree from a big chunk oakโ€ฆ?

    How to capture an oak tree in all of its many different guises? Among other things, I wanted to try to depict their status as a keystone species. So many species of mammals (like squirrels, mice, bats), insects (like moths, butterflies (and their caterpillars), and flies), most woodland birds (like owls, tree creepers, nuthatches, tits, finches, warblers, pigeons, doves) – depend on the oak as a place to live. Birds and bats live, rest, and/or nest in the branches, holes bored into the wood, or simply cracks in the bark. Insects shelter on, and in, the bark and leaves (often highly camouflaged). Many parasitic plants like ivy and mosses live on it, as do many species of lichens and fungi.

    Many species depend on oak trees directly or indirectly for food: fungi have a symbiotic relationship with them, bees and wasps pollenate its flowers in spring, insects eat its leaves, bark, and wood. Moths prey on its flies, bats prey on its moths.

    Birds eat the oak treeโ€™s caterpillars (of the butterflies and moths) โ€“ indeed many, like tits, specifically time their breeding to coincide with the huge glut of the caterpillars in spring โ€“ and most warblers in the UK travel all the way from Africa in early spring specifically to do this. Jays, squirrels, and some wasps and bees feed on the acorns, but it is the Jays and squirrels that actually hugely benefit the oak tree by spreading its acorns (seeds) far from where they fall. Without these, the oak tree would depend on the very poor and unreliable mechanical dispersal of acorns rolling downhill or being washed by rain water away from its canopy – in order to spread far and away, and stand a good chance of survival (often there are no plants on the ground under an oak treeโ€™s canopy because of its very dense leaf cover and the competition for nutrients โ€“ so this is a very hostile place for the oak treeโ€™s own seedlings to grow).

    The oak tree is a keystone species even when it is dead (or killed). Fungi, lichen, mosses, and insects will eat and/or digest them, many insects will lay their eggs in them (which in turn will eat the dead wood), and homo sapiens have built navies, buildings, used them as firewood and in the smelting of metal ores and in metals for thousands of years.

    So in a very small way I have tried to capture some of this ecological complexity…

    Fractals

    I also wanted to capture something about the oak treeโ€™s fractal appearance. Small branches resemble a whole tree, and so do large branches. If they are pollarded, what look like whole trees grow out of their stump.

    Seasonality

    I also wanted to capture something about the oakโ€™s seasonal differences โ€“ specifically that they have two distinct personalities: one with leaves and one without leaves. Most of the leaf clumps (summer) in the work can be removed โ€“ leaving exposed branches (winter).

    Oakโ€™s Fruit

    I wanted to capture something about the fruit of the tree โ€“ the humble acorn โ€“ and how that tiny thing can grow into a monster of a plant โ€“ with the chance of living five hundred years or more โ€“ and itโ€™s dead body โ€“ timber โ€“ in the right conditions capable of surviving a thousand years or more.

    Why a Jigsaw Puzzle?

    A jigsaw puzzle seemed a very apt way to represent or capture some the complexity and interconnectedness of the oak tree – which is very interesting because this is proving to be a very fruitful visual communication medium phase I am going through at the moment (I have worked in many art mediums)…

    A jigsaw puzzle is, among other things, a metaphor for my appreication of the wonder of Nature and its mysteries. It is my (very feeble) 2D representation of the 4D (3D + time = 4D) complexties and variaties of some of the huge number of spieces’ interconnectedness – where jigsaw pieces and carved lines are symbolic of some of Nature’s species, camouflage, and its mixed uses.

    Naturally, with this jigsaw puzzle being made of quite chunky oak, the hard, heavy, wood directly communicates oakness to the viewer. So in some unique, and perhaps mysterious, way, the material and the original whole subject – the oak tree – express each other…

    Texture

    Finally I wanted to capture the texture of the tree โ€“ particularly its very rough bark. Iโ€™ve tried to do this by the tactile nature of the puzzle pieces and the engraving on the work.

    “Limited Edition” of 7

    The phrase limited edition in this case is a bit of a misnomer. These are all individually handmade by me from my original design. I really wish there was, but there is no mechanical or chemical process I know of by which these can be reproduced – like screen printing, lithographs, card puzzles (using a die and jigsaw press), etc.

  • Golden Plover with Egg (Art Puzzle)

    Golden Plover with Egg (Art Puzzle)

    Title: โ€œGolden Plover with Egg (Art Puzzle)โ€

    Life-sized handmade solid oak art puzzle (Limited Edition of 7)

    Golden Plover with Egg (Art Puzzle): Full image
    Size: 59cm (W) x 41.5cm (H) x 4.4cm (depth) @ 9kg weight
    Medium: Solid European Oak, hand-cut, hand-engraved, jigsaw puzzle
    with inset full-size replica golden plover egg.
    Date: 2020
    Golden Plover in artist’s dining room (click on image to see artists’ home studio, workshop, and gallery).

    First and foremost I want to mention that the eggs used in my work are not real – for obvious ethical reasons (it is also illegal to take wild birds eggs). They are life-size replicas made of a plaster resin composite and hand-painted – not by me, but by a very reputable leading replica birds eggs maker.

    Golden Plover

    Following on from Guillemot with Egg (Jigsaw Puzzle) (see https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2020/03/01/guillemot-with-egg-art-puzzle/), I thought I would pay homage to another favourite bird of mine – the Golden Plover (Pluvialis apricaria). In winter plumage these birds are lovely, but unremarkable. However, in summer plumage they are absolutely stunning. The males are slightly more outstanding than the females, however, both are very distinctive and eye-catching. The spring transformation of the Golden Plover from winter to summer plumage is one of the most extreme, and beautiful, I know of. The word โ€œdandyโ€ comes to mind. They become the most striking of all the waders I know of.

    Golden Plover in summer plumage

    In summer their coal black bellies and faces, fringed with a slim cotton white mantle or fringe, and their โ€œgoldenโ€ upper parts – are a bold, brilliant sight to behold. But golden they are not! They are โ€œbuffโ€, ochre, or sandy brown โ€“ like most wading birds โ€“ who feed predominantly on mudflats and shorelines – and thus gain good overhead camouflage โ€“ so as not to draw attention to predators such as peregrine falcons, marsh harriers, etc.

    To highlight this golden misnomer I thought it would be fun to actually make them golden โ€“ 24 carat gold gilt to be precise! Gold is an incredibly beautiful and mysterious metal โ€“ mysterious both in terms of its physical properties and appearance, and its hold over us. Gold, with its density of 19.3 (over 19 times that of water), is the absolute nemesis of flight! Gold, with it strikingly bright, mirroring, shimmering sheen – is the nemesis of camouflage!

    24 carat gold gilded Golden Plover

    I hope the metallic gold of the Golden Plover in the above pictures is clear. Being metallic the light reflects differently according to the angle being viewed and the available light.

    Migration

    In summer Golden Plover breed in the tundra โ€“ countries such as Iceland, Greenland, Scandinavia, and northern Russia โ€“ where the days are very long indeed – and over-winter in warmer climes โ€“ and where there isnโ€™t perpetual winter darkness – such as here in the UK (some go as far south as northern Africa). The migration to and from Iceland is no mean feat for such a small bird. The main bird in the picture is life-sized: they are approximately 20cm tall, and 28cm long. Many bird migrations follow land masses with hops over the shortest water expanses. For example many of our summer visitors, like the warblers, coocoos, hobbys, etc. come from Africa – where the largest stretch of water they have to fly continuously across is the English Channel โ€“ a mere 20-odd miles โ€“ less than a hourโ€™s flight (the Straights of Gibraltar โ€“ the sea hop from Morocco to southern Spain is less than ten miles).

    In contrast, the non-stop shortest bird flight distance from Iceland to the UK is 850 miles. Golden Plover can fly at speeds up to 60 mph, but for long distances they are more likely to cruise at speeds more like 40 mph. So the non-stop flight from Iceland to the UK would take them a minimum of 21 hours. To salute this feat I have added an Icelandic reference in the picture โ€“ see if you can find itโ€ฆ

    “Art Puzzle” series

    At the risk of stating the obvious, this work is part of my Art Puzzle series. For readers interested, further details can be found at the originating work’s post @ https://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2020/03/01/guillemot-with-egg-art-puzzle/

    “Limited Edition” of 7

    The phrase limited edition in this case is a bit of a misnomer. These are all individually handmade by me from my original design. I really wish there was, but there is no mechanical or chemical process I know of by which these can be reproduced – like screen printing, lithographs, card puzzles (using a die and jigsaw press), etc. (for more details please see the aforementioned post).

  • Artist Anxiety

    Artist Anxiety

    There are many different types of artist and many types of journeys in creating a work of art. Much art in the last century is what I call utter rubbish – slipshod, slapdash – made within minutes to a few hours or a day or two. And it shows. For example Pollockโ€™s drip โ€œpaintingsโ€, or Hirstโ€™s โ€œspinโ€ โ€œpaintingsโ€. Most of it is utter contemptible rubbish in my humble opinion. Even many of the Impressionistโ€™s work was done in a day – often outside with a portable easel and done in a single sitting (however, purely aesthetically, I do like a lot of work from that period from that art movement).

    Iโ€™m certainly not saying that the more time and effort spent on an art work the better it will be – and vice se versa. I’m saying that the more effort an artist puts into their work the more I will respect it and the more I will try to understand and appreciate it – and the better quality it is likely to be. This seems obvious to me…?

    Consider a book of a handful of words compared to one of 100,000 words… The latter usually is expressing much more than the former. But a 100,000-word book is not necessarily saying more that a 10,000-word book. The former could be very waffly and poorly structured. Whatever one is trying to express there is usually some minimum or ideal way of expressing it (for the target audience)… My general point is that something expressed very briefly or quickly is usually not expressing very much – compared to something where a lot more time and effort has gone into it…

    Iโ€™ve been working on a piece called โ€œGolden Plover with Eggโ€ (Jigsaw puzzle) for over ten weeks now, and Iโ€™m coming to the final stages – where things are finally starting to take shape – and, at last, Iโ€™m beginning to feel good about it. Often through the long arduous hours – many of which have been physically very demanding – Iโ€™ve been deeply anxious. Why am I doing this? Why is it taking so long? Am I wasting my time? Will anyone appreciate it?

    Not that I am doing it for money (more on this later), but will the work be worth anything? Will it have a value that is reflective of the effort I have put into it ? Iโ€™ve worked in I.T. for many years where I was paid quite a high hourly rate. What I would earn in three months (because I have about another two weeks work to go on my current piece) was a not inconsiderable sum. What might my hourly rate be for this piece…? (Not that I will sell it, but I will hopefully sell other editions of it…)

    The peculiar thing about art is that some art created in a slapdash fashion sells for thousands, if not tens – or even hundreds – of thousands, of pounds (ยฃ) – making the hourly rate absolutely ridiculous. Picasso made about 46,000 works of art in his lifetime – many of which were created well within a day. So his hourly rate was in excess of ยฃ100,000!

    Some art takes hundreds of hours – and sells for a pittance – making the paid hourly rate utterly pitiful – and puts a contemptible value on the artistโ€™s time/life. Clearly there is no relationship between an art workโ€™s value and the amount of time and effort that went into making it. Yet, for most other goods in society, the more time taken to make them the more expensive they are. Itโ€™s a very strange world we live in…?

    Why do I do art – I keep asking myself?! I donโ€™t have to. Unlike some artists, there are plenty of other things I could do – and have done – for a living. The simple answer is: I donโ€™t really know! I just know that I like making things and commenting on things that interest me.

    Yesterday, while working on โ€œGolden Plover with Eggโ€, I was thinking why I do art – and this piece in particular? Itโ€™s so much work, effort, and cost (the raw materials and special tools are expensive)?! Mahlerโ€™s beautiful Symphony No. 4 was playing in the background, and I thought of the effort he must have put into composing that sublime masterpiece – the trials and revisions that it must have gone through. I wonder what emotions and motivation drove him to do it, the frustrations he experienced, the ups and downs he went through, the anxiety he felt of what others might think of it…? He was a fellow artist, so I thought I must share some of his emotions and anxieties…?

    Malher didnโ€™t have to compose that symphony. No one asked him to do it (as far as I know). Possibly something inspired him, but, like many great works or inventions, inspiration is one thing, implementing it is quite another… Something in his deep psyche drove him to do it. No one told him how long it must take. He just set about doing it, and didnโ€™t stop until he was satisfied with it. And all through the journey he will have applied his skills as a musician, and his heart and sense of aesthetics to evaluate and refine it. He would have been striving for a level of quality acceptable to him – and only him.

    There are no rights and wrongs with art – so there are no objective ways to judge it, or to know if the objective has been achieved. Well thatโ€™s not strictly true. In each form of art there are usually a few ground rules. Like music for Mahler, I guess he ruled out discordances, wanted to use (or felt he should use) certain instruments, and he possibly wanted four movements – because that was the standard Western classic symphonic tradition he was raised in?

    He had to figure out how to make the sounds he wanted – or at least make sure it was practically possible – i.e. playable and audible. So finding a practical solution to each and every note, phrase, passage – were upmost in his mind. He possibly followed other music rules that we donโ€™t know about (because he didnโ€™t write them down), and those Iโ€™m not competent to know or understand.

    However, the vast majority of the huge number of decisions that go into the artistic creative process are entirely subjective. Do I like everything? Do all the pieces โ€œgoโ€ together? Do they โ€œgelโ€ together and create some form of harmony? If not, what can I change so that they do? Is it good enough? How can I improve it? What am I trying to say or communicate with this? Is what I want to communicate interesting and/or important? Have I achieved my goal/s? Is it finished? (I certainly donโ€™t believe all, or even most, artists think like this – but the best ones do…)

    I think Edisonโ€™s phrase: โ€œGenius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspirationโ€ is a gross understatement. I think itโ€™s much more like 0.0001% inspiration – or even less – and the rest perspiration!

    Back to my thoughts yesterday and Mahlerโ€™s Symphony No 4. While listening to all four movements, I thought how each was utterly sublime, perfect, and complete on their own – yet Mahler created a unified whole with them all. A staggering and wonderful achievement that enhances and enriches anyone who listens to it. It occurred to me that possibly only artists fully appreciate other artists – because they will have some insight into, or empathy for, the effort and emotion that has gone into the creative process…

    I donโ€™t know what drives artists to create unnecessary, uncalled for, unusable, works of art, but listening to Mahlerโ€™s Symphony No 4 I thought: โ€œthank god they doโ€…

    I think back to my last piece – โ€œGuillemot with Eggโ€ (http://michaelautumn.wordpress.com/2020/03/01/guillemot-with-egg-jigsaw-puzzle/) – which took a similar amount of time and effort as my current piece – and I forget all the effort, trials and tribulations that went into designing and making it. It may seem strange, but I love to look it, and Iโ€™m just so glad I did it! Itโ€™s such a huge sense of achievement – of fulfilling something that was such a tall order. If it was easy many people would do it – and it wouldn’t be such a sense of achievement…?

    Itโ€™s very nice that other people seem to like it, but thatโ€™s not why I did it. And they will have no idea of the amount of work, sacrifice, and emotion that went into it. But hopefully it communicates something to them – about the ideas I was trying to express – that no other form of expression could achieve…

    But why, oh why…? And does anybody apart from me really care…?

  • A New Way of Seeing?

    Recorded music is ubiquitous and omnipresent: you can play it on a huge and growing number of devices, you can download it from millions of sites on the web, you can amplify it to play it as loud as you like, and you can choose the quality of the reproduction by the device you play it on (although quality of reproduction seems to be getting better all the time and at a more affordable price).Listening to music on the web in no way detracts from the quality of the reproduction or the pleasure you get from listening to it. Musicians and composers will generally not feel misrepresented if you listen to their creations via the web or on various players. There is something extra to be gained by going to a live performance or gig – which has much more to do with atmosphere and ambience – and this will probably always be the case.ย I would like art and photography to be as ubiquitous, omnipresent, and as accessible as music. Until now, to really appreciate art or photography (or any other two, three, four (video/animations) – dimensional images) you had to go and see them “in the flesh” as it were. This is very unsatisfactory for a number of reasons :-

    • It is severely limited by the number of people who can see the work.
    • It limits the times people can see the work (e.g. only during gallery opening times).
    • Access to close inspection is usually restricted for reasons of security or simply politeness (e.g. not wanted to get the the way of others!).
    • Lighting is generally difficult to control and so work may be viewed in less than idea conditions.
    • Some precious works may actually deteriorate by being exposed to light and uncontrolled atmospheric conditions.

    I set myself the challenge of creating a new web application to display still images on the web in the best possible way and to be accessible to as wide an audience as possible :-

    • It should work on any web browser.
    • The web browser should automatically maximize to fill the whole screen (where the browser permits this).
    • The images should automatically fill the whole browser display area.
    • It should have the option to fill the whole screen – without any browser clutter (e.g. toolbars, menus, scrollbars, status bars, address bars etc.) – so you can see the images as large as physically possible without any other distractions.
    • The image should “intelligently” fill the available space (initially – until you start zooming) in respect to its aspect ratio and the aspect ratio of the web browser or screen – without distortion.
    • There should be no limit on the size of the image – in terms of resolution (MBs/GBs) or physical size (H x W).
    • The image should be displayed at the highest possible quality or resolution for any given viewing scale.
    • There should be optional data about the image – i.e. you should be able to choose whether or not to display this information – easily and quickly. This should have the ability to display hyperlinks and other interactive web content.
    • There should be optional controls and navigation – i.e. you should be able to choose whether or not to display these.
    • To harness the full potential of the virtual gallery.

    I have been working towards this solution for the last 2 years (with a background of 25 years in computer architecture and software design), and, with a really big push in the last few months (and a huge sigh of relief!) – I have finally achieved my goal. The web application/tool is called iz2uโ„ข, and all the images you see in my portfolio and blog (Blog) use it. I have also started a new blog devoted to its’ development iz2u and feedback. (Please do not leave feedback about it on this (MA) blog as this is devoted to art and photography). Viewing images on the web with this new technology could actually be better in some respects than seeing them “in the flesh” : –

    • You can spend as long as you like studying the work.
    • You can zoom in to any part of the work (try doing this to the Mona Lisa in the Louvre!).
    • In principle you can supply any amount of supporting multi-media information.
    • You have the convenience of seeing the work any time and from any location.
    • Lighting conditions can be better controlled (art work can be scanned or photographed in perfect conditions, digital images remain in their native format).
    • There is no limit to the size of the images (you are however restricted to looking at them through the window of your computer screen).
    • There is no limit to the number of viewable images.
    • You can gain access to artwork and manuscripts etc. that are too fragile or precious to make accessible to the general public – thereby increasing the number of works available to show.

    There are some obvious drawbacks I can think of :-

    • There is nothing quite like seeing the image/artifact “in the flesh” – even though you may not be able to see it as well.
    • There is no replacement for the social experience and ambience of a gallery – similar to the real experience of going to a live performance or band.
    • The is no replacement for actually being inside a beautiful building and enjoying art in the context of architecture and history.
    • The role of the curator – in terms of juxtaposition, chronology, themes, aesthetics, etc. is missing. Having said that, there is a curatorial role in pure virtual galleries, for example, where the whole virtual space and experience has to be designed…

    Having developed this solution, I can see that there are many uniquely web-technology-based art projects waiting to be born. Watch this space…